i’ve felt “off” for the last few weeks. i haven’t felt my best when socializing or that i hit my stride easily. it’s frustrating and makes me self conscious.
today i met a friend and we had a nice talk. it was the first time in a while where i didn’t feel awkward or second guess myself. we talked about connection (and reconnection), love, maturing, empathy, so on and so forth. we sat in a park on the edge of a fountain and met up only to talk and have that conversation during my lunch break. i left feeling energized. maybe i broke the spell?
i miss having interactions like this. i miss having deeper conversations with people. it’s been a minute!