Author: Li'l Kendie

I had a dream last night about someone I hadn’t seen or talked to in a long time. In my dream, it felt like no time had passed at all since we saw each other last. We were laughing and riding in a car together and the chemistry we had as friends was present as ever. I don’t really think about this person often and I’m unclear why they made an appearance in my dream. At one point, I was around them often and we had a very special and weird bond, although it’s hard to explain. It might be that this person reminds me of a pattern or situation I find myself in currently. As I think about it, this person made me feel similar to how I feel now and I find it fascinating that the brain can link something like that in my subconscious.

Huh, well, anyway… I was just happy to remember a dream for once. It’s been a while since I could remember one so vividly.

wow for the first time in over a month, I can hear out of my right ear. I was starting to lose hope but I’m back in action and able to wear both airpods again. What a small but mighty luxury.

more on this later but may we never forget this fateful day:

There’s no earthly way of knowing
Which direction we are going.
There’s no knowing where we’re rowing
Or which way the river’s flowing.
Is it raining?
Is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a blowing?

Not a speck of light is showing
so the danger must be growing.
Are the fires of hell a glowing?
Is the grisly reaper mowing?
Yes! The danger must be growing
For the rowers keep on rowing.
And they’re certainly not showing
any signs that they are slowing!

question, quality, quandary, quiet

you have been hurting so much

i need you to breathe again

currently