july 9 2023

from the archives: a horrible summer with a few people and days that made it much lighter.

to the people who spent time with me that summer, it meant everything to me.

i have a lot more to say about this time and particularly this summer. it haunts me in many ways and i have to live with a lot of regret. it needed to happen and i experienced a lot of firsts… but i still wish it could have been different. i guess it’s not productive to explore that thought too much. 

to be continued ~